getting older...

title: i m sick

recently... din really feel well.. been taking a lot of MCs this sem... some are real and some are fake... mostly real... i can swear to god... i dunno why i have been feeling so terrible... aftermath of the operation? i dunno... i tot that operation would make me feel better... since my heart has been mend... it should function better than before... but how come things seems to be the opposite... been feeling real terrible... i have been getting this throbbing headache... and it doesn't seems to get any better as days go by... i ate alot of supplements... which is said that it can make me healthier... from ginseng to vitamins... i have tried... but the FUCKING headache wun just go away!!... it gets worse when i climb stairs... as most of u noe... i live on the second floor... and my block has only four storey... so there's no lift... its really a pain to go home everyday...!

i am having backaches... i dun think is muscle ache due to inproper sleeping posure... because its been there for weeks... and its not any sign of kidney failure... (i hope so)... because i dun habve swollen ankles... speaking of which i should now tell a story which happen ystd... i kinda met doctor evil... ystd... i went to this polyclinic... tampines to be exact... den theres this female doctor... so my number was 2310... the doctor was like damn slow... the doctors next door was already at 24xx and she was onli at 22xx... wad a difference... the other patients which are waiting outside was complaining like hell... so after waiting for like an hour or so... the number was at 2256... i was reading this super kan cheong book when i heard the beeping sound... i was like beeping for a while when i looked up... IT WAS MY TURN!!! so i quickly when in... den to my horror... the doctor's face was like charcoal... BLACK! den she said... why so long... u noe i have been calling u alot of times... so i said sorry and told her i din notice... but i was thinking... who the fucking hell would notice... the number from the previous patient and mine was like miles apart... 2256 and 2310... moreover... i wasn't very long... from the first time she pressed the bell to the momoent i cam in... i was onli 30 seconds or so... WHATS HER FREAKING problem!!! so she asked me wads wrong... i told her about my backache and she was like ... so u just have a backache... den she was asking to raise my leg and stuff... den was asking me to stand up and check my spine... den she tole me i was due to muscle ache!!!... please... i already told her this pain has been there for like a few weeks... how can a muscle ache last so long!!! so i was like.. hmm ok... den she asked... u have a drug allergy right? yah... i have a allergy... wads the name for the drug u are allergic to? i can't remember but its a cream... so whats the name of the cream? ..... !!!! forgot... i was thinking... din i just told u i cannot remember?! whats your fucking problem?! which part for i can't remember does she dun understand?! damn...

i am getting this chest pain and my memory is kinda getting weaker... dat chest pain... i dunno why is it there... i have been to the A&E dept and the doc told me everything looks fine... and thinks that it is just a inflammation to the chest walls... maybe due to a cold... so.. he gave me medication and it just din get better... the pain is still there... maybe planning to see my doc before the earlier scheduled session... so we'll wait and see how... about the memory part... well... just say that i am getting older... hahaha... real old... i guess... hahaha

nothing much to say... anyway those who are thinking to buy 4d... i think this post would be a great source of "ling gan"... hahaa... i've got like two 4 digit number... look hard and you will spot it... anyway.. i went to the fireworks thingy on sunday... IT WAS REALLY NICE!!! haha... i think i will post a few pictures... btu i dun think i will look nice coz my phone is a real lousy one and also i wasn't at marina south but was at the one fullerton... u noe the merlion dere... so hope that somehow... after i do some editing... i will look great... ahhaha

i hate this post... i m whinning throughout...