better of dead

title: better of... when i am dead

sometimes life really do suck.

nothing seems to be falling in place.

school sucks.

home sucks.

life sucks.

what's worse is the whole world sucks.

maybe its better that i am dead.

when i am dead nothing matters anymore.

when i die, i die with vengence.

I DIE WITH HATRED!

I THINK I AM BETTER OF WHEN I AM DEAD!

I HATE THIS WORLD.

WHY AM I ON THIS EARTH IN THE BEGINNING?!

SOMEONE SHOULD HAVE KILLED ME 18 YEARS AGO!