Archives 2005

photos... photos...

2005-12-31T12:27:00.000+08:00

title: photos... photos...

finally... i have decided to end my 2005 by uploading photos which i have been saying long long time ago...

well... start with some christmas photos... hA... christmas so long liao den post pictures...

pink bus... made specially for me... (as if)

angels... "i wish that i can stop being white..."

candy wheel... hansel and gratel would love this...

christmas tree outside wisma...

paragon's christmas tree... there's a fendi spy bag under the tree!

christmas tree at takashimaya... made up from a band of choir...

*Gasp* no more liao... din take much photos that day coz... i was so damn crowded... most of the pictures are blocked by human heads... these are the few which are "headless"

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when i ask my little cousin to pose for the camera...

he didn't know how...

he was shy...

later... he got the hang of it...

but soon he got tired...

so like any show... we have a commercial break

have a break... have a kit kat...

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sometimes... i am so artistic...

"what?! you don't agree... take a look at my art pieces"

i am sure you would agree now...

updates updates updates...

2005-12-30T16:23:00.000+08:00

title: updates... updates... updates

yes... my christmas wish came true... when out with jas and may on thursday... haha.. had a great time even though it was short la... but better den none right?

morning when to meet a fren at amk... den later meet up wif veron at J8... ate pastamania... den she asked me... "why u dun wan find yourself a bf?"

my answer den was... "dunnoe lehz... just dun feel like"

den on my way home (she went to her bf house) i thought about this question...

i finally came up with a staisfying answer...

Because i know what i want... i know what kind of guy i want.. and he has not appear. YEAH!

another thing... new year is around the corner... to be exacty its approx. 32 hrs away... and i have drawn up my new year resolution (most of the time, i don't work towards it)

- SLIM SLIM SLIM

- TRY to save more (i said "TRY")

- buy more clothes... (it contradicts the above resolution... whatever)

- get my mum something she likes (its been a long time since i buy her gifts)

- get a rich bf... hAha

christmas aroung the corner!

2005-12-22T15:36:00.000+08:00

title: christmas... boo....

christmas is only a few days awat and i am not looking forward to it... i don't noe why but just feel so depress... maybe because of exams... hope my mood gets better after my last paper tomolo...

i think i have said this before: "i will upload pictures soon" but still now not a single in sight... aiyah... just so lazy... the lazy worms have taken over me... haiz... i am nothing but a pack of lazy bones...

christmas coming... so much make some wishes...

i wan to pass my exams...
get a easy attachment
buy a new handphone... no specific brand as long as it looks cool
new bag... big ones and small ones... casual and formal ones
meet up with frens... verov, eunice, evelyn, aili
meet up with, also frens... esp jasmine... long time never go out with her (jas if you see this blog , tag on my tagboard to tell me when u are free) hope can got out together with may...
loose more weight ( I HAVE LOST 2Kg!!!)
paul smith floral perfume
buy more denim skirts..
buy shirts...
SHOES

that is all that i wish for this christmas...

i just realise how much i miss those times... in secondary school... everything was just so fun... so much things to talk about yet so little time... the times that missed so much are those times when may jas and i went out together... its been so long since the last time we went out together...

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MORE TIME!!!

welcome back

2005-12-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

title: hello...

wah... really super ling never write blog oreadi... super busy these few weeks... got project report to submit... hai... now that project report all hand in liao mid sem test is coming... SEE! how life is so boring... the worse thing that is yet to happen is....

I AM HAVING A TEST TODAY!!!...

SATURDAY!

WHAT THE FUCK!

U STUPID MORON

MUtha FUcker!

DAMN!

better of dead

2005-11-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

title: better of... when i am dead

sometimes life really do suck.

nothing seems to be falling in place.

school sucks.

home sucks.

life sucks.

what's worse is the whole world sucks.

maybe its better that i am dead.

when i am dead nothing matters anymore.

when i die, i die with vengence.

I DIE WITH HATRED!

I THINK I AM BETTER OF WHEN I AM DEAD!

I HATE THIS WORLD.

WHY AM I ON THIS EARTH IN THE BEGINNING?!

SOMEONE SHOULD HAVE KILLED ME 18 YEARS AGO!

POMP!

2005-11-22T09:24:00.000+08:00

title: POMP!

I WAS HERE...

BYE...

makes me wonder

2005-10-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

title: makes me wonder... how despicable people can get

well, almost a week since i last blog. Tomolo is my mummy's birthday and i have yet to buy anything for her. Got no idea on wad to get her. I am thinking of making cheesecake but then, what if the end result Sucks? Who gonna eat them? hA... anyway i still got the whole wee hours of the morning to think of something i can get her.

Been reading Xiaxue blogs for the past week (actually i have been reading them often) and she wrote something about the handicapped toilet which sparked of some angry protest from a handicapped reader from malaysia. His guy wrote to xiaxue's endorsement companies to ask them to stop their endorsement with her. Well, i am not here to say who is in the wrong or who is right. What i want to say is she(xiaxue) is only stating her opinion and well if it does not suit your "wei kou" just leave a comment of something like that. How can youdo something so despicable, to send emails to her endorsement company urging them to end the deal. Its something i think as very "xia liu". She is making a livelihood through blogging and endorsing products. HOW CAN YOU DO SUCH A THING? oh by the way, this guy cc (carbon copied) his email to all the disabled charity organisation. How despicable one can get. What do you think you are trying to do. Tarnish ones reputation? DESPICABLE DESPICABLE

i am not siding anyone. i am writing what i think is right. I don't want to comment who is right about the toilet issue but all i know is what this guy did (at least to what i think) was very WRONG. He should not have emailed those stuff out.

He actually isn't any baddies you think he is. How bad can one go when he is doing charity for the cancer patients. He may did those things to xiaxue in a fit of anger but anger doesn't give one the right to cause harm to someone. I have the utmost admiration for him... to shave his head and donating the hair to i-am-not-sure where. If i was him it would be the last thing i would one to do.

it seems like i am contradicting? at one moment saying how wrong and how despicable HIS ACTIONS where, and the next moment praising him for shaving his head. No. I admire him for reaching out to the needy of the society but at the same time i think what he did was despicable and wrong. Get me right. His ACTONS (he did to xiaxue) was wrong and despicable not HIM.

cute friends

2005-10-18T15:32:00.000+08:00

title: my cute little friends

Welcome to another session with me. The most stunningly beautiful human on mother Earth. Ha...

Well don't believe take a look...

TADA!

isn't it nice? Credits to May for drawing up such a beautiful me...

din noe that i am so pretty in her heart.

*Sobs*

ps: Jasmine say May make me carry so many barang barang which is quite true though.

I did one on myself... which looks more like "how i hope i will look like"

see for yourself.

hehe... i hope to have red hair after seeing that Mediacorp Ch8 show (which i still cannot figure out what is its english name)

i also did a few for my friends:

May.

Short hair den very hyper one. A bit tom boyish but now more Nu Ren le...

Jasmine.

The canoe (spell correct ma?) poloist. She is so So dark. When i stand next to her, its very contrasting.

Veron.

Very sexy . Loves to make up. She got a pair of eyes which looks like a cat, but i can't find a cat eye for her.

Eunice.

The most Si Wen one. Got very long hair. Also very fair like me. (Actually my skin is a bit yellowish. Yellow banana.)

Evelyn aka Siew Huang.

Got look black hair. Eyes very big. Very good in studies. her art during secondary sch was very good also (but i am better, haha).

Aili.

Got quite long hair too. Recently change her specs to the Toot toot kind.

Han Sheng. (Veron's bf)

Dunno wad to say about him. Only that he's got a messy hair and Millie (Veron's dog) loves him so much.

ps: the picture is a bit too big. Gotta scroll to the right to see.

same goes to the previous post. (a bit Sua Gu now den know about the side scroll)

long wait guys

2005-10-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

title: long wait guys/girls

sorry for the long wait guys, was rather busy over the few days because:

- preparing for supplementary paper. Arghz... it sucks when you still have to study when its the holidays... but i am glad i onli need to take onli one paper, which is ain't bad... haha

- busy watching television: The axis beyond the truth or is it the truth beyond the axis? (got bad memory, cannot blame me) the chinese is called 'Fa Yi X Dang An 2' Its a freaking nice show... the storyline the plot all very interesting, i think its better the first series because got him:

Julian Hee!!! His acting in this show is super duper ultra good or in short super excellent. he should be nominated for this year star awards sia. If he never awarded i am gonna screw the head of mediacorp upside down, and den shaft(lidat spell?) a cucumber up his asshole.

Still got other picture of him

isn't he handsome? Wad a pity he go act this kind of role. But then if in real life got so yandao the handcapped guy, i wun mind marrying him, PROVIDED HE IS RICH ALSO! hA... typical singaporean.

the stella de hair very nice horz? Its the IN colour now, even Stefanie Sun also dye her hair his colour for her new album.

- also another tv program i have been busy watching is the channel 8 7pm show. The 'Chi Zi Chen long' about the dragon and human stuff. Its nice also, but is because of these 2 person:

she is so So SO SO pretty. especially her eyes. The lashes are like sky high, dunnoe how she got them sia.

He is so gorgeous... inside the show. I dun think he looks pretty hunky outside the show. Coz i have seen his photo somewhere and he looks quite average in a sense that you wun stare at his picture for more than 30sec. I wonder how he can look so yandao in the show. Camera trick i suppose...

- went out on 22th of sept, coz its Veron's birthday. Of course got pics la, but only some, because haven complete doing the editing

aili got new specs

actually she siew huang not digging gold la, but i dunno wad the hell she is doing with the finger over her nose.

- then also i have doing some very nice photo editing work. Here are those i have done:

i only can post this 2 pictures only. i dunnoe why lehz, but i think i will try again something later

so now you knoe why i so busy this few days liao. hope you are happy with my blog for today...

take care, hugs & kisses...

*ps: some photo are cut off because the size is too big... sorry, will try to keep it smaller the next time*

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2005-09-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

title: cannot think of any

jux drop by... to say nothing...

really nothing to do... msn oso no one to tok to... all busy having exams...

MAY! WHERE ARE YOU?!

i want you... to tok to me... ahahha

your exams tomolo over le... so shld be seeing you tomolo le... hAHA...

hairy hairy

2005-09-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

title: hairy hairy

i have been going crazy over curly hair these few day... trying wayz and methods to make my hair go curly... but i have not got the effect i wan... I WILL KEEP TRYING... my mum is sick and tired of me standing in fromt of the mirror combing, blowing doing funny things to my hair... hahaha...

also... i tink i wan to go dye my hair le...

i think i say b4 a long time ago... but until now still lidat... hahaha... i got no money... and its impossilbe for my mama to sponsor me de.... she sure will nag one... but if i can do it i will dye my hair ash brown... haha...

if you all are kind enuff... sponsor me... hahaha...

my blog will be short like all those previous posting...

I M A LAZY WOMAN...

something fun...

2005-09-15T11:59:00.000+08:00

title: something which i think is quite fun

go see this webby... its kinda fun...

http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/969/

its translate your name into jap... isn't this cool? but i not sure if it is damn accurate... but its good to give it a try

my jap name:

?? ???

Hamano (seaside field) Michiyo (three thousand generations)

seaside field? three thousand generations?

i suppose the Michiyo is my jap surname... so its like... the ancestor hoped that the family name can be pass on for three thousand generations?

"erm... excuse me... what generation am i now? "

then Hamano... it means seaside field...

how does seaside field look like? beautiful? ugly?

i hoped its beautiful... hAha...

my dad's jap name:

?? ??

Hamano (seaside field) Masahiro (big hero).

so now what?!... my surname is Hamano... maybe our ancestor live in the field beside the sea?... how uncreative... thank god the lived beside the sea and not a cemetary... then what does my Michiyo means... i am their 3000th generation?...

"dad... u are their 2999th generation!"

my mum's jap name:

?? ???

Ishimaru (round stone) Etsuko (given child).

what a nice name... but jap name are real funny... they can name you from anything under the sun... from the seaside field to the round stome... hahaa...

i think its rather inaccurate... hahaha... i dunno how to explain... but the best i can explain is its woman's intuition...

i personally prefer greek names...

here's a website on the greek names and their meaning...

http://www.behindthename.com/nmc/anci2.html

**i don't know if you can view the chinese words**

sick...

2005-09-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

title: i m sick...

i m really suay... the beginning of holidays onli jiu sick le... been vomitting since ystd evening... and i've got to balme myself for this... WHY? because i ate "you tiao" in the morning...

people: nothing wrong ma...

i cannot eat oily food in the morning... coz my stomach not good... in a sense its weak... so i cannot really take oily food... esp. in the morning...

juz got to blame myself for being so greedy... the doctor say i m a bit dehydrated... so muz drink a lot of water... but the problem is what i eat or drink i will all vomit out... but i think i am getting a bit better liao... hope by tomolo i will be ok...

i love my new blog skin... and i love it very much... but... i hate it now!!!..

I HATE IT!

BECAUSE PERLINE HAS THE SAME ONE... WHY?! WHY LIDAT?!

i am gonna look for new skin liao...

people: you dun like perline ixxit?

erm... not really la... it just that i dun like having the same things people have...

keep a look out of nice blog for me... drop me a msg when you think you found a nice one...

new bloggy template

2005-09-09T01:17:00.000+08:00

title: a nEw bLoGgy tEmPlate

nIce mA... lEave yOur cOmMents...

exams finish le... and i am too tired to post anything... sleeping liao

Weilian WON!

2005-09-03T11:31:00.000+08:00

title: WEILIAN WON

YES! WEILIAN WON... HE WON... HE IS THE SUPERSTAR!

wad a pity

2005-08-31T14:13:00.000+08:00

title: wad a pity

hai... suppose to see my yandao doctors last friday de... but... we went to starbucks too late... the promotion already ended liao... wah... tell u... really wanted to scream at the people over there... hai... but canmnot blame them oso ma... only to blame myself for being so slow in photocopying notes... studies more important... moreover the notes is for studyng de... YAH... so study is important... everything else is second... (THATS NOT ME!!!) so since we not eating liao den we go novena square eat BK loh... den me, veron, eunice and fng (siew huang) was like toking about getting married to doctors... so fang said... "if can i wanna marry a gynae... so that he can help me 'jie shen'..." haha... BTWwad is the difference between gynaecology and obstetrics... *go find dictionary*

adapted from BBC English Dictionary -

obstetrics: the branch of medicine that is concerned with pregnancy and childbirth

gynaecology: a branch of medicial science which deals with woman's diseases and medical conditions

yah... back to fang thing... she should marry a obstetrics... hahaha... den i was saying... i think if i wan to marry a doctor... i would wan a plastic surgeon... haha... den can have free cosmetic surgery... sun pian can intro to u all... haha... den can have discount for plastic surgery... hahahaha...

pray hard for me that i marry a plastic surgeon one day... so that you will have discounted price for cosmetic surgery if you need one...

go liao... i love ya all...

project superstar II

2005-08-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

title: project superstar (part 2)

if you can remember... i did a posting about project superstar oso... but the pictures are... sucky

but this posting contains real project superstar contestants...

we now know who will be singing in the indoor stadium... for those who are lag... the one male and female who made it are kelvin and kelly... oh... just found out something common in them... both names start wif k-e-l... btw... that kelly is not me... although i think i am much better den dat kelly poon...

xXx: BHB...

seriously... i think i look better than her... i am like drop dead gorgeous and she is drop dead ugly...

xXx: people... ignore her... she is having delusions... or maybe a serious case of hallucination...

anyway... i think i gonna recap those superstars wannabe and gif you ppl my comments on them...just

imagine i m the mixture of dawn yip and paula abdul... (GROSS!)

shall start wif the two who made it to indoor stadium successfully...

i like him... he can touch ppl wif his music... if he is not blind, i think his stage presence will be quite good... yes, he got this "bi ying" but thats wad i think makes him unique from other contestants other than his visual hadicap la. but i think that "bi ying" is getting better... not so strong liao... but there are some ppl who say that ppl vote him out of sympathy... i dun say thats wrong... maybe some vote for him out of pity but how far can sympathy bring him to?... think.

seriously... she sucks... she is like damn freaking fuckingly fake... if she was to compete for star awards... she gonna win... she can act sweet act cute so well... although her singing is not bad... but i still think she sucks big time... and did u notice... she looks very slutty in this pic... her expression is like "hey gorgeous... come screw me up..." this kind of look can be stewardess... i think SIA shld review their criteria for stewardess liao... if this kind of face oso can... that xu chun mei oso can be liao lo... "

going on to the almost there superstar wannabe:

natural... hunky... although he look not this pic... good singer... has a romance with fellow superstar wannabe candyce... caught him crying like a baby on thursday night when he lost to kelvin... uh... i noe you are disappointed but its not worth so much of your tears huh?

ok... she has improved alot since the beginning .. and obviously... she is definitely better than that kelly poon... i just cannot understand why she didn't win... maybe her frens all in malaysia.... in my heart...i think she is the winner... she has this sleepy eye (veron called them de), but i think she looks pretty with it... she is sweet and cute... when look closer... she looks like a fren of mine... wei chian...

i think these 4 are the ones that leave the most impression... also not forgetting some very memorable ones...

super duper... very extremely pretty... those dimples... WHAO! grogeous!... but its a pity that her singing isn't as good as her looks...

she is also pretty... got this porcelin (spelling correct?) skin... look like yang wa wa... it is said that she ang the jun yang is an item... hmmz... "jun nan mei nu"... very matching... her voice oso quite sweet... as sweet as her looks

actually i only remember this two only lehz... the rest don't leave an impression on me...

yeah... tomolo thursday... then after that its friday!!! starbucks!! oh god... i m so excited...

hApPy..

2005-08-20T13:27:00.000+08:00

title: i M sO hApPy...

yAh... i M freAkiNgly hAppY... sO sO SO happy... projects are all done... YES!... i m so so so happy... also because the last friday of the month is coming... which means... STARBUCKS!!! haha... 50% off store wide... at Tan Tock Seng hospital.. YEAH!... i can drink my ice chocolate and see my super handsome doctors!!! hahaha... i m so excited... i cannot stop grinning while doing this post... OMG! my cheeks are so suan from all the grinning... but i cannot stop it... DAMN!... hahahha

as u noe... last sunday was the firworks extravagenza (?) @ marina south... i have gone to see it... it was nice... but i think i would be nicer if i was really there... i was at the esplanade there... near the vomitting lion is... bcoz the road to marina south was blocked so too bad... had to watch it from there... but still it was really really nice...

here are the pics... sorry if it wasn't very nice... these are the very very few good one liao... dun blame me... blame the lousy phone and the stoopid road blocks... it could have been better if i was AT marina south

dats all lohz... or maybe not...

saw that circled are... see that butt!!! some how the pants make the butt look so defined... OMG... i m getting high...

cry me a river... or rather vomit me a sea?

Goh Chok Tong: come on... gif me a hug...

PM Lee: i rather not... how about some peanuts?

close your mouth!! u are drooling all over!!!

no more pictures le... but i will be posting some more the next round... hope my trip to TTSH would be fruitful... so that you all can have some hunks to see... hahha...

also... before i got... i've gotta make some acknowledgement... some of the pics are taken from a frens blog... and finally... all that is written here are purely comments...

getting older...

2005-08-16T10:45:00.000+08:00

title: i m sick

recently... din really feel well.. been taking a lot of MCs this sem... some are real and some are fake... mostly real... i can swear to god... i dunno why i have been feeling so terrible... aftermath of the operation? i dunno... i tot that operation would make me feel better... since my heart has been mend... it should function better than before... but how come things seems to be the opposite... been feeling real terrible... i have been getting this throbbing headache... and it doesn't seems to get any better as days go by... i ate alot of supplements... which is said that it can make me healthier... from ginseng to vitamins... i have tried... but the FUCKING headache wun just go away!!... it gets worse when i climb stairs... as most of u noe... i live on the second floor... and my block has only four storey... so there's no lift... its really a pain to go home everyday...!

i am having backaches... i dun think is muscle ache due to inproper sleeping posure... because its been there for weeks... and its not any sign of kidney failure... (i hope so)... because i dun habve swollen ankles... speaking of which i should now tell a story which happen ystd... i kinda met doctor evil... ystd... i went to this polyclinic... tampines to be exact... den theres this female doctor... so my number was 2310... the doctor was like damn slow... the doctors next door was already at 24xx and she was onli at 22xx... wad a difference... the other patients which are waiting outside was complaining like hell... so after waiting for like an hour or so... the number was at 2256... i was reading this super kan cheong book when i heard the beeping sound... i was like beeping for a while when i looked up... IT WAS MY TURN!!! so i quickly when in... den to my horror... the doctor's face was like charcoal... BLACK! den she said... why so long... u noe i have been calling u alot of times... so i said sorry and told her i din notice... but i was thinking... who the fucking hell would notice... the number from the previous patient and mine was like miles apart... 2256 and 2310... moreover... i wasn't very long... from the first time she pressed the bell to the momoent i cam in... i was onli 30 seconds or so... WHATS HER FREAKING problem!!! so she asked me wads wrong... i told her about my backache and she was like ... so u just have a backache... den she was asking to raise my leg and stuff... den was asking me to stand up and check my spine... den she tole me i was due to muscle ache!!!... please... i already told her this pain has been there for like a few weeks... how can a muscle ache last so long!!! so i was like.. hmm ok... den she asked... u have a drug allergy right? yah... i have a allergy... wads the name for the drug u are allergic to? i can't remember but its a cream... so whats the name of the cream? ..... !!!! forgot... i was thinking... din i just told u i cannot remember?! whats your fucking problem?! which part for i can't remember does she dun understand?! damn...

i am getting this chest pain and my memory is kinda getting weaker... dat chest pain... i dunno why is it there... i have been to the A&E dept and the doc told me everything looks fine... and thinks that it is just a inflammation to the chest walls... maybe due to a cold... so.. he gave me medication and it just din get better... the pain is still there... maybe planning to see my doc before the earlier scheduled session... so we'll wait and see how... about the memory part... well... just say that i am getting older... hahaha... real old... i guess... hahaha

nothing much to say... anyway those who are thinking to buy 4d... i think this post would be a great source of "ling gan"... hahaa... i've got like two 4 digit number... look hard and you will spot it... anyway.. i went to the fireworks thingy on sunday... IT WAS REALLY NICE!!! haha... i think i will post a few pictures... btu i dun think i will look nice coz my phone is a real lousy one and also i wasn't at marina south but was at the one fullerton... u noe the merlion dere... so hope that somehow... after i do some editing... i will look great... ahhaha

i hate this post... i m whinning throughout...

is my eyes playing trick on me...?

2005-07-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

title: i dun believe what i saw!

guess wad i saw the previous day?....

come on... make a guess

i saw jasmine! jasmine ng li qin... hahaa... nothing special about that though....but i saw her applying lip gloss...

OMG... my eyes got problem a not?!

since when did she becum so... nu ren... haha... the jasmine i noe last time ... wun even put on lip stick... haha she has changed... now i noe why people say a man can change you... and...

ITS VERY TRUE...

yesterday (friday) was really a lousy day... veron's ah gong passed away... and i kinda witness everything.... coz i was there wif her... haiz... hope she can take it easy... "ITS NATURAL"

haha... poeple come and go... this incident really makes me wonder whether really i want to be a nurse the next time... muz kan de kai wif all this death and stuff... hai...

dun say the sad stuff le la...

now i noe where to spend my boring weekday afternoons le... starbucks @ tan tock sheng... got alot alot alot of trainee doctor... all young and promising... and most importantly good looking... i can't say all are yandao or drop dead gorgeous but they have at least 60 over a 100 marks... so... those who want to join me in Man Hunt (Doctor's edition) can kinly drop me a msg at wild_gal87@hotmail.com .... i can guarantee you i will be a fulfilling trip...

I AM REALLY A GENIUS

2005-07-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

title: I AM REALLY A GENIUS

life is getting pretty busy now... got 4 projects on the run and the deadline is coming soon... OMG!... stress arhz...

nevemind... I AM A GENIUS! nothing can deter me... AND I AM a genius... i just did a IQ test for my psycho... and i scored 120... so ny IQ is 120... hahaa... the average is onli 80-110... this shows that i am not a self proclaim genius... its proven!!!... haha... YES! i am a genius... whiz kid...

xXx: chey! if u are genius you now already in raffles institution le...

haha... ermz... coz... i prefer something more hands on... you get what i mean... oso it doesn't mean tat genius MUST go to prestigious JC or must graduate from harvard university... moreover i am too smart for them too except me... haha...

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i really cannot tahan myself sia... so hao lian... haha... ny mama always say empty vessle make the most noise... haha...

but its not my fault... i din eat before any humble pie... apple pie... yam pie, pineapple pie all got eat before.. jiu shi never eat before humble pie... if you got see any place sell humble pie let me noe... i want to go buy...

anyway nothing much to say oso... just very sian and very busy... haha...

ps: i am using a laptop... haha... so happy... i think i the next thing i wanna get is a acer or fujitsu laptop... the super light and A4 size one... papa... faster tio toto or 4D... hahaha

I AM A GENIUS!

2005-07-22T14:06:00.000+08:00

title: I AM GENIUS...

i have completed an online quiz... guess what... i passed (5/8)... and the big deal is i din even refer to anything or study for it...

Please kindly call me a genius when you see me the next time... i will be flattered and i swear i will remeber you for life...

project superstar...

2005-07-16T13:34:00.000+08:00

title: Project Superstar

while singing

tHe NKF saga

2005-07-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

title: NKF saga

yeah... its the talk of the town this week... and i really have loads for comments on it....

before i comment on anything... i do not agree that the NKF management is at guilty neither do i think they are innocent... all i know is this whole thing involves the NKF management but not its patients... i repeat... this whole thing involves the management but not it patients!

1. boycotting NKF

The NKF patients are innocent... i cannot understand why people boycott NKF and stop their donations or even withdraw their donations... WHY?

the patients are not in the wrong wad for punish them by stopping all donations...

if you stop all your donations... NKF would have to depend on thier reserves and they will deplete... now think!... if NKf have used up all their wadsoever reserves... wad will happen... those patients will have their dialysis stopped...wait for their kidney to produce toxic and contaminate their blood and then die! YOU ARE MURDERING THEM INDIRECTLY! HOW IMHUMANE...

think again... one day you are down with a illness be it kidney failure, cancer or maybe have children with serious illness and you have no money to pay for its treatment and turn to NKF for help but they tell you: sorry... we would like to help you but we have limited reserves and donations as people have boycott us since 2005... we cannot provide you financial aid.

how would you feel?...

dialysis is not a temporary treatment... its for live... till the day you drop dead...

also falling seriously ill isn't cheap...

alot alot of money is needed to support these cancer funds, Children's Medical funds and Kidney funds... and the patients receiving help from these funds are really in need for their help... they are sick or have family members or children who are sick and they have no money for their treatment... not much of you people know the feeling of being poor... even me... so its impossible for us to understand wad they are really going through... MKF is helping them to lessen their burden... or at least financial burden... so that patients can 100% concentrate themselves in receving treatment and getting better...

NKf oso gelp them to pay part of their surgery fee if their patients need any... and mind you... these are not minor surgeries... they are major ones... and they don't come cheap... and i noe it... because i have been through one... and i can swear to wadeva god is up in heaven that they (surgeries) really aren't cheap... its not a thousand or so... its ten and hundreds of thousands... for those who cannot imagine... its $10,000 or more or even $100,000 or more... how many of you have these much amount in your tiny whiny bank account?

i want to emphasize again... THIS IS THE PROBLEM OF THE MANAGEMENT NOT THE PATIENTS (including cancer patients and ill stricken young patients)... THEY ARE THE INNNOCENT PARTY...

2. salary and bonuses

why is people blaming the T.T Durai? he has worked as a CEO for NKF for 37 years... GOSH! how many of you can hold a job for so long... he has been working for NKF since 1968... i don't think you were even born then!... he has made NKF one of the most successful non-profit organisation in Asia from wad people deemed as impossible... why is people complainning that he is earning to high of a salary and bonus? i mena he worked for it... he has shown results... OUTSTANDING RESULTS!... and i think he deserves it... YES! its the money of the people... but think! if it wasn't for him... the organisation may have "dao" long long time ago... or maybe the money may not even be put into good use... look at the results for yourself...

NKF has expand its mission to saving the lives of kidney patients to cancer patients and even ill-stricken children...

3. reserves and number of patients

now now... the lawyer of SPH has questioned Durai about the actually number of patients under NKF and the amount of reserves...

conclusion: it has 2000 over patients instead of the 3000 patients and the reserves can last them as long as 30 years...

whats the fucking big deal... a charity prganisation is suppose to have reseves and reserves are meant to last them for a long period of time... the lawyer says that the reserves can last them at least 30 years if the patients pay partially for their treatment. EXCUSE ME... MR WADEVA LAWYER, i doubt you have realise that the number of people who are stricken by kidney failure increases every year... so your wadeva einstein mathematical analysis is undoubtfully INACCURATE! the numbers of patients being "kua da"... is oso a bit ridiculous... 1 patient is oso saving life... 2 patient is oso life... so wads the problem of 2000 or 3000 patients... THEY ARE LIVES... THEY ARE SAVING LIVES... why must you be so "kiao" about it... a life is priceless... 2000 lives are priceless... 3000 lives are priceless... a million lives is also priceless...

4. the building thingy

ok... i admit... its a bit too lavish for a non-profit organisation... and oso a $900 over dollar tap is too too too much... this i agree with the public... its WRONG! but... its not as if they change building every 5 years or change their tap every 5 years... maybe next time that golden tap do come in use... maybe NKF can pawn it one day... ??

as for the building... i think it is a bit to lavish but still acceptable... at least its not gold or marble for its tiles...

u need a decent building to convince people that you are providing decent dialysis treatment to kidney patients what... the image is important... if they have a run down building as their headquarters would you be a little doubtful of the treatment they are giving to its patients?

am i right to say that?

maybe the building is a bit to over decent... ??

5. the first class flight and the car thingy

its not right la.... thats all i can say...

YOU pay for what YOU use

yah... i think thats all i have gotta say...

i want to be make known that i am not siding NKF management and neither am i pointing my fingers at them... i just say what i think about this whole saga...

can i emphasize again... i know i have said it alot of time but i want to say it again...

this whole thing involves it management board and not the patients...

so please do not boycott NKF and its other funds...

finally... i think that NKF have indeed helped its patients and has live up to its mission...

even though in this case... the management has let the public down... i just hope i will not lead to their downfall as there are people out there who really need their help... and oso not to sterotype other organisation as money cheater...

whAo!

2005-07-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

title: whAo!

do you know who is this guy?

HE IS THE ONE OF THE WORLD'S TOP PLASTIC SURGEON... DR WOFFLES WU...

WHAO!

he sure be my best friend in 20 years time...

i think his wife is the most fortunate woman in Singapore... haha... can have sessions of botox and fillers... miso therapy... liposuction... tummy tuck... face lift...

she name it she will have it...

so good... *envy*

being his kid would also be great sia... haha... double eyelid... angelina jolie's lips... pamela anderson breast (which is far too big) ...

all you have to do is ask it and you will be given...

click here and here to view article

hai... bo pian... this is MY life... i think i am a blind in my previous life... walk into the wrong door when i go "tou tai" thats why 'hao liao' oso dun haf my share...

when i die next time must burn a few pair of specs for me so can see the door number clearly... must see the door number with alot of 8 de... dun 'shoot bird'... see 6 into 8... if possible find a door number with '#08-888'... haha

its not that my life now very jia lat...

how can my life now be so jia lat when i can eat bird nest with ginseng as desert everyday...

xXx: HAO LIAN LA...

mE: I SAY b4 LE... I AM NOT HAO LIAN... I JUST DUNNO HOW TO BE HUMBLE... becoz i never eat before humble pie... NOT MY FAULT RIGHT!

xXx: ...

mE: sOmemore you think there is not price to pay de arhz... wan eat jiu can de arhz... like i say... hao liao always dun haf my share... i WORK FOR IT de...

because of this:

i got my birdnest... therefore I DON'T get it for nothing!

THAT'S not my body horz!... I HAVE BREAST AND THE PICTURE HAS NONE!!!

REALLY!!! ITS NOT ME!!! I HAVE BREAST!!!

PLEASE BELIEVE ME!!!

mE: i can go nude to prove it... if you wan!

xXx: OMG! MARY MOTHER OF JESUS!

PLEASE SAVE THE WORLD FROM DEVASTATION!

my personality...

2005-07-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

title: personality test... it is so so so true

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

go try out now!

sharktale

2005-07-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

title: sharktale

went to pasir ris park wif veron and han sheng a few weeks ago... the trip was far from fun coz my leg was aching... y? becoz i wore heels... wear heels liao still suggest go pasir ris park walk

please curse me to death... am i being idiotic or am i just pure stupid...

but anyway... got some really nice pictures...

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actually there are alot of pictures de... but these are they few (really very few) which i like...thanks to to camera man of the day... Mr Han Sheng...

***

was looking at a friend's blog about her going to thai village for dinner... den she was eating sharkfin's soup...

hEy!... its not environmentally friendly oK?!

u are kIlling sharks!

thats killing a life!

although sharks ain't cute but they are endangered le lo... people may think a bowl of sharkfin soup contain a few strains of sharkfin... but think!... you are not the only people that take sharkfin lo... everyday so many people eat... not only in singapore... the whole wide world... how many shark is being killed so that their fins can be served on the table for us human as delicacies...

when people dun eat shark fin... the demand for them would be low... as a result the supply will also be low... den less shark will be killed... then we can

SAVE THE EARTH... SAVE MOTHER EARTH...

i am not pinpointing that my friend is in the wrong to eat shark's fin... i am just commenting... i am not finding your fault... i am not sick of living yet to go step your tail... haha... i am really just commenting... PURE COMMENT nia... nothing more than that... please dun hire a killer to murder me... i still wan to live.... please...

i don't deny that shark's fin soup is nice and i have eaten them before but i think it is really very bad to eat them because its not like pork or chicken where you kill them to eat their meat their wings (for chicken) their legs... their organs... practically every part of them... but for sharks... u kill them just for their fins... isn't it very 'chek ark'...

why must people have shark's fin soup for any banquet or occassions... ordering shark's fin soup doesn't make you attain a higher social status... use that money to help those in need... in this way you not only help save mother earth you are also helping someone who is living in poverty... YOU WILL HAVE A GOOD KARMA!

having a good karma is better than having a high social status...

_ nan mo ah mi tuo fuo_

diet...

2005-06-28T11:37:00.000+08:00

title: going on a diet

i M a fat ass... need to go on a diet...

fridAy went to bugis to eat steamboat... saturday oso eat steamboat & durian... not fat is bluff ppl de... wAh...

as a matter of fact i went to eat steamboat at bugis to celebrate eunice de bdae...

xXx: ixxit that tian tian huo guo?

me: nO la... dun mention... mention liao wan to puke...

xXx: why? why lidat?

why lidat? because that place got alot of lizards... Eeekkk... so gross... the lizards 'da ge' was crawling all over the signboard... oso the customer service was realli bad... when we go there dat time the place was full so we thought maybe we leave our numbers down so that when go place the guy can call us... dat time was 7.30pm so the guy told us he will call at 8.15pm lidat... but then we decided to go to other shop to eat... that guy from tian tian din even call until we finish our dinner...

lucky we not so stupid wait for his call... f**k his bloody ass... no place de hua oso can call and inform de mahz... wads so difficult in making a phone call...

@#$%... @#$%...

I HATE LIZARDS!... I HATE LIZARDS! I HATE LIZARDS!

aniwae... i got 'hao liao' to intro to you guys...

20g of pure heroin from thailand... 100 tab of ectasy and ice...

price negotiatable as it is the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!

transparent pencil case from MUJI at onli $3.90

famous amos butterscotch cookies at onli $4/100g

xXx: CHay!... you are so lame...

me: keep ur big fat mouth shut... you idiotic freak!

xXx: na na ni po po

guess you are wondering who is the xXx... he... nono... she... wadeva... IT is my imaginary friend... going crazy soon... keep on hearing funny stuff in my head...

xXx: my name is angelisadevilisahornlisamonalisa

me: huh?

xXx: angelisadevilisahornlisamonalisa

me: ... catch no ball

xXx: juz call me the imaginary friend of ours la... haiyo...

_see ghost_

boring...

2005-06-19T11:29:00.000+08:00

title: cocked up

woke up today with a "sour" right hand... maybe din sleep properly... i need some sugar to neutralise it... was suppose to post some pictures de but den i dunno why my fireworks program not working lehz... dunno the picture problem or the program problem...

went shopping yesterday although i wasn't in the mood... the weather was so farking hot... ended up having a headache... DARN!... speaking about weather... why do thunder come after lightning arhz? yup... becoz light travel faster than sound... hehe... so clever...

xXx: everybody oso know... CHEY!

me: who say so... you ask kindergarten de children they know ma? neh neh ni po po...

thursday night saw lightning streaking across the sky of tampines... not once... not twice but i dunno how many times... wanted to take picture of it de but then evrytime i click the button all i see is the black black sky on the screen... i am not "fan ying chi dun" hor... everybody is "fan ying chi dun" de lor...

this is so because:

my drawing a bit ugly arhz...

so next time dun say people slow cause you are slow too... haha...

this posting looks very educational... haha... i can consider teaching primary school science le... haha... but before i do so... i think i should buck up on my drawing... actually i can draw very well de... if not why would i get B3 for my art (haha... hao lian again le)...

after teaching science i should now teach literature...

The Lengend...

Long Ago, there was a bird who sang but just once in her life.

From the moment she left the nest,

she searched the longest leaf for a thorn tree,

never resting until she found one.

Then, she began to sing,

more sweetly than any other creature on the face of the earth.

But carry away in the rapturous honor song,

she impaled herself on the longest, sharpest thorn.

As she was dying,

she rose above her own agony to out-sing even the lark and the nightingale.

The thorn bird traded her life for that one song and

the whole world was captured to listen!

And God, in His heaven smiles~

As her very best was brought out only of the cost of great pain.

Driven by the thorn, with no fear for her death to come. But when we push the thorn into out breast,

We know...

We understand...

And still... we choose the pain of the thorn...

wAh...

how sophisticated am i...

the genius in me...

the talent i've shown...

the poem i've wrote...

xXx: aiyah... shut up la... COPY one la...

me: shhh!...

ok... that thing was copied from the lyrics book of F.I.R latest CD... it's really nice and meaningful... hope you understand... onli a genius like me would understand...

xXx: hai... why you so hao lian de

me: i am not hao lian... i just dunno how to be modest!

anyway... hope you like it...

farking weekend...

2005-06-12T16:19:00.000+08:00

title: farking weekend

mom: what you doing at the computer? play games or studying?

me: not playing games la...

mom: then what are you doing?

me: look look see see la...

mom: see what?

me: AIYAH... YOU DON'T KNOW DE LA...

mom: cut of your internet service then you know

me: UP TO YOU LA... DON'T DISTURB ME LA!

mom: no need do homework?

me: LATER LA...

mom: everytime later

me: HAIYO... I SAY LATER DEN LATER LA... YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND IXXIT?!

mom: SHOUT... SHOUT SOMEMORE!

continue....

there goes my peaceful weekend afternoon... why are mothers like this de... cannot tahan them lehz... not dat i wan to be rude or wad to shout at them but their nagging very irritating de... somemore i so hot-temper de... so its NOT MY FAULT FOR SHOUTING... haiya... now no mood to type le... got alot of things to say but now... ARGHZ...

sometimes i wish i could just faint while crossing the road and kana run over by a car or even better a cement-mixer den go into coma and sleep forever... YEAH! i having suicidal thoughts... but i not so brave can cut my wrist (i have low tolerance for pain!) or jump down from building so i am keeping my fingers cross that i can be so so so suay to be run over by some drunk drivers, kana hit by flower pot which belongs to some gardening-enthu who thinks that her huge mexican cactus can balance on the parapet, kana push down the escalator by some shopaholics rushing for sale of sanitary pads, or maybe poison by some hawker who mistakenly add rat powder rather than salt into my chay kway teow...

_gone to eat chay kway teow_

my hero...

2005-06-11T11:36:00.000+08:00

title: i want to be a doctor's wife...

i've been thinking... i've been dreaming...

no need to say oso noe wad i am dreaming about le bahz... all written above... can say i "xiang de mei" but dats wad i really really wan to achieve... its my life-time ambition... haha...

in the past:

My ambition is to be a doctor who can save people's life.

NOW:

My ambition is to be the woman behind the doctor who can save people's life.

see the difference?

since... i dunno when... doctors give me the impression that they are the most "wan mei" men on earth...

they are my knight in shinning armour...

my hero...

my world...

my world spins around them...

haha... not dat exaggerate la... but its something like dat though...

heard from one fren dat one mediacorp male artise de boyfriend (yeah... u din see wrongly neither did i type wrongly... its BOYFRIEND) is a doctor.... AHHHHhhhh... Y LIDAT!!! HOW CAN IT BE!!!

*my world came crashing down*

okie... gotta face reality... dunno how true the "8 gua" is but the fact is not all doctors are sexually straight... THATS THE FACT AND I'VE GOT TO ACCEPT IT! BUT... dat does not mean that doctors are all gay so I'VE STILL GOT HOPE! YEAH!

speaking about gays... well... it seems like this society still does condem homosexual... it doesn't matter if you are a lesbian or gay... you are still a homosexual and the society still doesn't accept it... personally (ITS ONLY A PERSONAL VIEW) i dun condem lesbian or gay but i think they should still go back to the original way it should be... its always better to walk the straight path rather than the pebbled... anyway since they have chosen the path they want to walk... there is nothing much i can do (obviously there's nothing i can do about it) but to say: ITS IMPORTANT TO PROTECT YOURSELF FROM AIDS.

Disclaimer: The above posting its purely a personal view. Those offended by the above posting in one way or another; Sorry

stars wars.... Eeee

2005-06-07T20:42:00.000+08:00

title: I DUN LIKE STAR WARS

I REALLY DUN LIKE STAR WARS!... yeah... star wars de "fancies" come beat me up... "i'll be right here waiting for you"... the show is so... FAKE... SO so so i dunno how to say... to fantasy liao...

ok... i noe i dun haf the right or authority to slam negative remarks when i din even watch a single episode of the star wars... actually i watched a quarter of the episode one but fell asleep... hA...

i dun like sci-fic stuff so star wars not my cup of tea la... but i remember got one book with the title star trek or something lidat... wads dat? star wars de brother or cousin? haha... Eeeww... anyway dun like such stuff...

oh... tonight on channel u, 9.30pm got this documentary film on NUH hospital de doc... how they save life... den tonight is abt a guy going for bypass... haha... good chance for me to see yandao doctor... haha... dunno can see dat SUPER GORGEOUS anaesthetic doctor a not... he is so suAI... i will open my eyes big big tonight so that i wun miss any chances of spotting him... haha...

ystd when for follow up check-up... shld be fine and well... i say shld be bcoz i am having this frequent headache den the proffessor ask me go for CT scan of the brain but den ther result was normal lehz... dun tell me got this unexplainable headache... anyway the prof say if still not ok until the next visit in 2 weeks time going to refer me to the nerologist... EEekkk... hope nothing wrong... i dun wan my brain to be cut up like my heart... pray hard this damn headache will go off soon... hai... so many problem... if go on lidat can die liao... every now and den go hospital... haiyo... very stress up de lehz... but got more chance of seeing yandao doc... HEY! WAD AM I THINKING!... but if really got problem oso bo pian *TOUCHWOOD*... anyway seeing yandao is ku zhong zuo le... haha...

unknown

2005-06-05T11:57:00.000+08:00

title: unknown

so so so sorry to may... din go bugis with u... coz fell sick... and this is the 2nd time since the beginning of yr 2... pengz... i am 18 and i haf a body of an 81 years old ah ma... haha... maybe 81 years old de ah ma even stronger den me... haha... anyway got one week MC... haha... more than i can ask for lehz... haa... but i think i will still go sch la... for some tut dat i lyk... haha...

anyway still got part 2 of the previous posting abt my stay in hospital... haha... dun think it will be out soon la... lazy to write... hAha...

tomolo going back to nuh for follow up check up... suppose to go last week de but doc on holi... haha... i think mayb got children still in sec sch or jc... haha... *alert* dunno is son or daughter... or maybe son and daughter... dunno the son how old arhzz... haha... yandao or not nevermind... got $$$ can le...

cut my hair le... hAha... quite short... shoulder length lidat... hai... kinda regret le... haha... den the fringe... hai... dunno how to say... look a but nerdy nerdy lidat... haha... more like china doll lA... EEEeee...

_to mushroom farm_

i M bAck!

2005-06-02T14:20:00.000+08:00

title: i M bAck!

ps: this posting suppose to be publish on 15th of may

lOng OnG tIme nO wRiTe lE... aLmOst 2 wEeks lE... yUp... i M dOing fIne aNd wElL... bEfOre i sTart wRiTiNg tHe sTuFfSssss (alot of things happen) dAt hAppEn fOr tHe pAst 2 wEeks i wAnNa tHank tHe fOlLowIng pEoPle fOr vIsiTiNg mE iN tHe hOspItAl... tHey aRe:

- May -

- Jasmine -

- Xian Wen -

- Ee Swee (Jas's bf) -

- Ai Li -

- Veron -

- Han Sheng -

- Siew Huang -

- Eunice -

- Cheng Huei -

- and those who visited me but i forgot to mention de -

THANK YOU FOR COMING AND THANKS FOR THE FLOWERS AND GIFTS.... THANK YOU!!!

02.05.05 (Monday)

oKie... sO i wAs sUpPoSe to cHecK in tO mY "hOtel" aT arOund 3 pLus lIdat dE... bUt dAt fReakIng sTuFf dEre sAid tHe bEd aRrangEmen wAs wRong.... gOt a B2 inStead of B1... GOSH! dEn bO pIan hAf to wAit fOr tHe bEd mAnaGemEnt tO lOcaTe a pAthEtic bEd fOr me... tHey gAve mE $8 wOrth oF kopitAm vOucHer fOr uS tO gO dOwnsTair lA kOpi wHile wE wAit... nOt bAd lA... aT leAst gOt cOmpensAte mE... dEn lAter i tHink hAlf aN hoUr lIdat tHey fINally fOUnd oNe fOr mE! hAha... bUt iT wAs rEalLi sUper fAr aWay fRom tHe lIft lObbY... iTs alL tHe wAy tO tHe eNd oF thE corridOr... hAi... wArd 58... bUt aNywAy tHe rOom wAs nOt bAd lA... betTer dEn lAst tIme aT TTSH wHich wAs a 'C class' wArd... hAha... oNli tHing... TV too smAll... hAha... gOt difficulty rEadIng tHe sUbtitle oF tHe sHow... hAha... qUitE sOmetIme lAter gOt a lOt of dOc cOme mAke me fEel sO pAisAe... hAha... gOt oNe dOc VERY HANDSOME!!! aIyoyo... bUt cAnnot rEmemBer hIs nAme... hIs aN aNaethetics dOc... hAha... bUt iF i sEe hIm on tHE sTrEet i wIlL rEcognise dE... dEn at nIte mOst oF tHe aBove mentIon nAme cAme to sEe mE dEn lAter wHen dOwnstAir to eAt wHile i sIt dEre sEe bOy bOy... hAha... lAter tHey wHen hOmE aT i dUnno wAd tIme bUt kIndA fEel lyk "tAo yUan"... hAha... sO fAr sO gOod oNli tHat tHe foOd rEaLli SUCKS...

03.05.05 (Tuesday)

kAna wOkE uP bY tHe "missy" aT 5.45AM!!!... GOSH! nEvEr iN mY lIfe dId i wOke uP aT tHis tIme... tHe aH mA Next tOo mE wAs sTilL sNorIng... aNywAy gOt wOke uP becOz i hAf to tAke mY brEakfAst nOw cOz aFetr dAt nO fOod aNd dRink alLowEd lE... i tOt gOt mAybE gOt tUna sAndwHich oR mAybE hAm oR mAybe cHeeSe oR mAybE hAm aNd cHeeSe sAndwHich oR aT wOrse bRead wIth bUtter aNd jAm bUt wAd i gOt wAs tWo pAthetIc pAck of bIscUit aNd a cUp oF uNsWeetEn mIlo... dUhz... sOmemOre tHe bIscUit a bIt "lAo hOng" dE... iN tHe eNd eAt hAlf oF tHe bIscUit aNd drAnk dAt mIlo fRom helL dEn wEnt bAck to sLeep lE... wOke up aGain aT 8 pLus bY tHe sMelL oF BREAKFAST!... nOt mIne tHough... lIe oN tHe bEd sEe tHe aH mA nExt to mY bEd eNjOyiNg hEr bReaKfAst... aLwAys dIn fAncY hOspiTal fOod bUt fOR dAt dAy tHe fOod seEms lYk sO dAmn sUper dEliCious... tHe aRomA wAs WHAO!... i tHiNk i look lYk a "yAo gUi" aT dAt tIMe...

dEn lYk nOon dAt tIme eUnice aNd hUang cAme... qUiTe hApPy tO sEe dEm... wE cHat lO... bUt hAo sHi bU cHeng jIu (gOod tHingS dOesn'T lAst lOng) ... tHe nUrSe aSk mE gO cHange iNto tHe "rObe"... kNS... tHe "rObe" de sTriNg hAs gOne mIssIng dEn iN tHe eNd i mUz gRab tHe eNd oF tHE rObe aRbO mY sExy bUtT kaNa exPose lE (cOz cAnnOt weAr uNdIes)... hAHa... y cAnnot wEar aRhz... iTs bRanded uNdiehOr nOT dAt kInd oF lElOng lEloNg de... ITS BRANDED! ITS HUSH PUPPIES!... hAHa... AND ITS RED!... hAha...

aNywAy aFter tHe uNdiEs cOmMotIon i wAs lYiNg oN tHe hArd lYk rOck bEd aNd wAs bEing wHeelEd tO tHe oPerAtiNg tHEatre... dEn gOt tHis nUrse hElp mE oUt oN sOmethIng lYk a shOWercAp... dEn aFter dAt tHe gOrgEous dOc cAme... wAh!... SO HANDSOME! even wHen hAlf oF tHe fAce cOvereD... hAha... aNywAy aFter dAt cAnnot rEmembEr bEcoz oF tHe dRip dAt mAke mE so dRousy... oNli rEmeMber sEeing the bIg bIg lIght aBove mE whEN LyIng on tHe oPerAtiNg tAble... ... ... *in lA lA lAnd*

to be continued...

...dUHz...

2005-05-28T09:54:00.000+08:00

i M in sCh nOw... yA... iTs sAtuRsAy mOrnIng aNd i M iN sCh... fOr wAD?... mAkeuP lEssOn... hAiz... sO sLeEpy... kIndA lOok vEry bLur... iTs tHe fIrst tIme i mEet mY nEw cLaSs mAtes... iTs sO bOring aRhz... hAi...

sTarted sCh tHis wEek oN tUesdAy lE... qUite oK buT alOt oF sUbjEct... gOt pSyco fOr CDS... hAha... lOoks kIndA fUn bUt sEems lyk gOt a lOt oF qUize aNd tEst... mY eArlIest lEsSon iS aT 9Am aNd lAteSt iS aT 11Am... bUt alL mY lEssOn eNd aT 4 oR 5... oNlI tHurs iS aT 7pM... aRghZ...

dAt tIme wHen tO bK wIf vEron aFter sCh to eAt dEn sHe aSk mE wAd kInd oF gUys i lYk.. hAha... tHis iS wAd i tOld hEr (gUys liSten uP tOo... iF u fIt iNto tHe cAtegOry dRop mE a mSg aT wild_gal87@hotmail.com)

1. nO nEed tOo hAndsOme... pReSentAblE cAn lE... tOo hAndsOme wIlL hAf a lOt oF tAo hUa yUn

2. gOod cHaracTer wHich mEans nO aTtiTude pRoblEm, nOt aN MCP

3. NO MUSTACHE... IF HAF SHAVE THEM!!!

4. NOT SKINNY ONES COZ THEY HAF SKINNY ASS!!!

... lAzy...

2005-05-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

hEy!... i M bAck lE... aCtuAlLy cAn bE bAck eArlIer bUt kIndA lAzy tO bLog... hAhA...

i M dOiNg wElL... gOing bAck sCh lE... kIndA sIan... dUn fEel lYk sTudyIng cOz dIff cLaz aS mY bAObEi... hAi... qUite bUsy lA... oNli nOt sUre hOw tO eArn 9CUs of CDS cOz lAst sEm dE CDS fLunk... Yr2 2nd sEm gOt CDS ma? iF dUn hAf mUz tAke 2 lIao... dEn wLd be hElL bUsy

aNywAy nTh tO sAy... wilL pOst At a lAter dAte aBt mOi sTay iN tHe "hOtEl"... hAha...

hAf fUn aNd tAke cAre... lUv yA

fInal Count down...

2005-05-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

dOing tHe fInal cOuntdOwn lOhz...

cOuntIng dOwn: 1 dAy to gO

i wIlL bE aWay lIao... wAnt tO lOok fOr mE gO NUH lOhz...

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oH... tHe ex-pResIdeNt oF sIngApoRe pAss aWay lE... nOt mY buSinesS lA... jUz fOr yOuR iNfo... hAha

The night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low
The curtains down
There's no one here
There's no one here.. there's no one in the crowd
Say your lines
But do you feel them
Do you mean what you say
When there's no one around
Watching you watching me
One lonely star
One lonely star you don't know who you are

::
I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known it's true
You took my love for granted why oh why
The show is over say good-bye
Say good-bye
Say good-bye

::
Make them laugh
It comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart
Hide behind your smile
All the world loves a clown
Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown
Wish you well
I cannot stay
You deserve an award
For the role that you played
No more masquerade
You're one lonely star
One lonely star and you don't know who you are

::
I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known it's true
You took my love for granted why oh why
The show is over say good-bye

::
I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known it's true
You took my love for granted why oh why
The show is over say good-bye
Say good-bye
Say good-bye

::
All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
But how was I to know
Which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
You'd break you'd break you'd break
You'd break my heart

::
I've always been in love with you
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted why oh why
The show is over say good-bye
I've always been in love with you
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted why oh why
The show is over say good-bye
Say good-bye
Say good-bye

::
Say good-bye

::eNd::

oH... lAbOur dAy

2005-05-01T11:09:00.000+08:00

1... 2... 3... PUSH! 1... 2... 3... PUSH!

hAha... hApPy lAbOur dAy... hEhe... iTs sO gOod tO hAf a publIc hOlidAy fAlLinG oN sUndAy... dEn mOndAy oSo hOlidAy lE... bUt nOw sCh hOli oSo nO dIff... hAHa

bOughT hARry pOtTer bOok - tHe oRdEr of tHe phoEnIx aT bOrdErs... gUesS hOw mUch wAs iT? $30? nAh!... $20? nOnO!... i bOught iT fOr $7.95! dIrt cHeaP sIa... cAnnOt bEliEve iT oSo... i tOt tHe pRice tAg tYpe wRong... hAhA... dEn i gO aSk tHe cAshiEr dEn sHe sAy yA... OMG!... the oRigInal pRice wAs $41.95... a dIff oF $41.95 - $7.95 = $34... wAh... $34 lEhz... lucky lAst tIme nEver bUy aRbo LoOgI $34 aRz... HENG ARH! qUick qUick gO bUy... aCt lYk a tyPicAl sIngApoReAn... BE KIASU!... hAha

cOunTiNg dOwn: 2 dAys tO gO

wHat a dIsgRace...

2005-04-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

yUp... gOt a cAlL fRom tHe dOc lE... iTs cOnfIrm dAt the op wIll take plAce oN tUes dEn i wilL gO iN oN mOn... yA... sO dAts aBt iT...

title: What A Disgrace

rEad tHe sTrait tImes todAy dE... wAh pIang... gOt a rUde sHock aRhz... tHat gUy wHu wAs aRrested iN bAngkok "aFter hE alLegedly trIed tO bUy sEx wIth underAge bOys ovEr tHe iNterNet" wAs a lEcturEr iN TP (Applied Science Sch). wAd wOrse wAs tHat hE wAs a tUtor aNd cArepErson oF tWo fRens oF minE...

yStd dE nEwspAper oSo gOt the nEws... wAds wOrse wAs dAt iT wAs oN tHe vEry fIrSt pAge... OMG... iTs sO dIsgrAcefUl... hE wA pIctured cOvering hIs fAce wIf bOth hAnds And bEing lEd aWay bY tHai pOliCe... sInce yOu kNow dOinG tHis kInd oF "xia san lan" tHing iS eMbarrEssIng wHy wOuld yOu wAn tO dO it iN tHe bEgInnIng... dEn nOw kAna cAught lE dUn dAre to fAce Up to yOu hAf dOne... cOver uR fAce lYk aN aH gUa... wAds mOre... kAna cAught nOt becoz u steal oR hAnky pAnky wIf ilLegal pRostitute bUt cAught fOr chilD sEx... sOmEmOre iTs a bOY!... wAh pIang... i tHink tHe sHit u aRe iN iS nOt oNly dEep bUt hElL dEep... eNoUgh tO sUffOcAte u...

i kNow... gUys sOmetIme gOt uRgEs lA... gO fInd a kWay cAn liAo mA... wHy mUz "fA xIe oN a bOy bOy"... wAd kInd oF fEtiSh is dAt... iF u gOt fEtish oVer bOys gO fInd ah gUa lA... aT lEast tHe sHit u wilL bE iN nOt so dEep... aT moSt sTep aNd fAlL oN uR pOo nIa... nOt sAy sIngapore dUn hAf aH gUa... changi eNd gOt sO mAny... aSk aNyoNe oF dEm... tHey wilL bE mOre dEn hAppY to gIf u a rAm uP uR aSs

bUt hOr... u rEalLi sOmetHing... cAn aTtRact the aTtention fRom United States and Australian Interpol Officers... wAh... tOk kOng aRhz... sO AA lIdAt hOr vEry xIa sUay sIngApOreAn dE fAce... i nOe... pPl tHink wE sIngaporeAn gOt sUper lOw sEx dRive bUt oSo nO nEed lidat tElL pPl sIngAporEan mAn cAn "sTand up fOr sIngaPore" mA... tHe sIngapore governement aNd citizEn wilL nOt tHank yOu aRz...

tHis shOws dAt cAnnOt jUdgE a bOok bY iTs cOver... hIs gUy iS a tEacHer... si si wEn wen dE... iN tHe eNd tUrn oUt to bE a sEx oFfEndEr... wHat i cAnnOt tAhan iS wHy mUz hE aIm cHilD fOr hIs sExUAl uRgEs... wHY?... tHis vIctIm iS onLi 16... wHu nOes... mAyb tHere aRe oTher evEn yOunGer? 16 oNli... iTs oNli sLightly yOunGer dEn tHose sTudEnts hE teAch... dOesn't he fEel tHe sEnse oF gUilT... iF hE is fOUnd gUiLty hE wilL bE sEnt eNce to 5 yEars iMprisOnmEnt bUt wAd aBt tHe bOy oR mAyb oTher bOys? tHey wilL bE sCarred fOr liFe... a tRaumA fOr dEm lEhz...

hE tHink jUz bEcOz hE gOt mOney hE cAn dO wAdeVa hE wAns... hE nOes tHis cHild aRe pOor sO hE uSes mOney tO lUre dEm iNto sOMetHing so incOrRigbLe... WTF... u tHink u gOt mOney vEry gReaT aRz... gOt mOney dUnNo hOw tO sPend aRz... gIf mE lA... aT leAst i cAn mAke gOod uSe oUt oF iT... rAther dEn rAmmIng a cHild Ass... iF nOt dOnate tO wAdeVa cHarity lA... aT leAst wHen u dIe mAyb cAn gO hEavEn... nOw i tHink iF yOu dIe... nOt oNli gO tO hElL... tHe "gUys" dOwn dEre rAm hOt bUrnIng cHArcoal iNto ur ass Arz... if nOt sAve tHe mOney gO fInd a cHina wIfe, vietnAm wife or wadeva... jUz a wife... dEn dAt tIme u wAn f**k hEr upsiDe dOwn oSo nO oNe gIf a dAmn...

hAIyo... wad cAn i stIlL sAy (say lIao)... jUz tElL dAt gUy wAsh ur bUtt aNd pRepAre to pRiSon "tun" lIao... hAha... dEre aRe aLot oF gUys iN prIsOn mAybe cAn oNe oF dEm cAn hElp u kIck the hAbit of f**kiNg wIf cHild... mAyb tHeir aSs tAste beTter dEn cHild asS? gOod luck.

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The above posting does not represent the view of the government or the citizen of Singapore. This is purely a personal opinion. Those who are offended by the above posting in one way or another; Sorry.

wAitiNg as uSuaL

2005-04-27T13:04:00.000+08:00

aIyo... duNno wHy wOke uP aT 10 pLus tOdAy? sO eArly... hAiyo... mY eyes aRe sO dAmN heAvy bUt mY bRain iS sO dAmn aWake... mAybE bEcOz wAitIng fOr a cAlL bAhz... iTs fRom a gUy bUt hE's nO hUnk... iTs tHe dOc fRom hOspItal... hAha... iTs nOthIng lYk aSkinG mE oUt foR a dAte lA... sAy wilL cAlL dE... oSo dUnNo wilL rEmEmbEr a nOt... hA... dUn mAKe mE wAit lYk a fOol mAn... eVerytIme sAy bUsy dUnnO bUsy wIf wAd oSo... sIt iN ofFicE "la kopi" aRhz... hAha... i bEt hE sUre fOrgEt dE... sO foRgetfUl how tO bE dOctoR... dOctOr gOt sO mAny bIg aNd bOmbAstIc mEdiCal tErm aNd pRescRiptIon to rEmemBer... sO fOrgEtfUl... hAiyO... pAtieNt dE lIfe aT rIsk aRhz... hAha

aNywAy... i M wAitiNg fOr tHe dOc to cAlL bEcOz nEed tO coNfIrm tHe op dAte... is nOt dAt i cAn't wAit to gO uNder tHe kNife oR wAd lA ( i am not a psycho hOr)... jUz dUn wAn dRag tOo lOng... drag sO lOng mUz dO evErytHing aGain... sO mAni tEst... hAiyo...

jUz rEmemBer sOmetHing... yStd wAtch tHe cHannel u sHow 9.15pm de (love bites or sOmething lidAt dE)... hAha... dAt gUy i tHink iS cAlL jAsOn dE... aIyo... ji hAo kAn yI xIa... hAha... sO yAndAo... hAha... fRanKly sPeakIng lA... hIs lOoK qUite oK lA... sLighTly aBovE aVerAge bUt hOr hE gOt BMW... wAH!... BMW lehz... pLus pOint Arhz... nOt oNli pLus pOint... iS pLus aLot alOt of pOinT... hAHa... OMG!... a hAndsOme in a cHariot... a BMW cHariot... hAha... its soUnds lYk i lIke tHe cAr mOre dEn tHe pErSon... hA... bUt its a BMW lo... oK... i noE cAnNot fIght wIf jAgUar fErrari oR a lAmbogini bUt "bo jAguar BMW mA ho"... hAha... i aM nOt mAterIallistIc oR wAd bUt wHu dOesn't lIke bIg cAr bIg hOuses aNd bIg mOney? mAyb gOt ppL wHu rEalLi dUn lYk bUt sUre gOt at sOme pOint oF uR lIfe u hOpe to oWn tHese things mA... hAha... wHu dOesn'T wAnt tO sTiKe rIch... yOu sEe alL tHe lOng queue oUtsiDe tHe bEttiNg sTAnd... every sInglE oNe oF dEm Are dYing to sTriKe rIch lO... hAha...

coUntInG dOwn: -p-o-s-t-p-o-n-e-

pOstpOne lIao

2005-04-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

hAi... pLans kAna pOstpOne lE... bcOz "lItTle rEd rIdiNg hOod" cAme to vIsit... aIyo... sO dAmn lUcky... tOto 4D oSo nOt sO hEng aRhz... nOw wAitiNg fOr tHe dOc cAlL tOmOlo tO sEe pOstPonE to wHen... kEep u alL iNfOrm lO...

tOdAy iN tOilEt dO bUsiNesS dAt tIme cAme acRoss tHe 20-27 jAn'05 dE 8 dAys dEn rEad aBout sOmethIng sO iNterEstIng... cLicK hEre tO vIew... hAha... cAnnOt bElIeve gOt sO iNterEstIng fLavOur dE iCe cReAm... bUt iT dOesn'T lOok vEry aPpEaliNg tO mE... tReaT mE eAt oSo dUn wAn... sTilL pReFer tRditIonaL fLavoUr dE iCe cReam... hAhA... dulL bUt aT leAst i nO nEed tO "ton" in tHe tOilEt...

tHeSe fEw dAys dE wEathEr dAmn hOt... fEel sO sWeAty eVery hOur... hAiyo... no nEed gO gYm eXercIse oSo cAn jIan fEi lE... hAHa...

cOuNtIng dOwn: -p-o-s-t-p-o-n-e-

ps: sORry fOr sUch a sHort pOst bUt nOtHing mUch tO wrIte lEhz...

mAY, jAs aNd tHe hOrny gEniUs

2005-04-24T21:56:00.000+08:00

hErE cOmEs tHe wAlKiNg bOtTlE oF dEtToL... hAha

sTarTeD uSinNg dAt pInKy cOlOuR shOweR fOam... hA... nEvEr iN mY wHoLe lIfe i fEly sO bActEriA fReE (tHe sOap iS uSe to kIlL bActEriA dE) ... hAha... aCtuAlLy tHe sMelL wAs'nT dAt bAd lA... bUt sTilL dUn lYk... iT is eXacTly tHe sAme kInd oF sOap uSe iN tHE hOspItAl wArd tO uSe wAsh hAnd dE... hA...

dAt pic on tOp iS tHe oRigInal boTtLe... hAha...

hAhA... tOkIng tO jAs nOw... dEn gOsSipPinG aBt mAy... hAha... sHe sEem lYk gOt mOre nU rEn wEi lIao... hAhA... mAy mUz gO wAsh uR aRmPit... gOt nU rEn wEi aRhz... hAHa... jAs sAy mAyb sHe sEeiNg sOmeoNe lE... hA... hMm... wHu aRhz... aiYa... ur cLasS so mAni gUys iXxit aNyoNe oF dEm... hAha...

hEy i not 3 8 okie... is i cOncErn aBt u lEhz... sEldOm gOt cOncErn aBt u lYk me lIdAt dE hOr... sO mUz zHen xI lEhz... hAha... iF tOo sHy tO sAY cAn uSe ActIon mA... nExt tIme bRinG hIm aLonG wHen u gO oUt... hAha...

jAs... rEmemBer mY pLan lEhz... sUre wOrk dE... tHe rEsuLt nOt 100% bUt 200% hA... dEpEnds oN uR skIlL lIao... hAHaha.... the eNdiNg rEsult = 2 rEd sPotLigHt. cAn sEe eVen fRom JuroNg aRhz... aM i a gEniUs?... hAha... sHld bE hOrny gEniUs

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WAYS TO MAKE SOMEONE BLUSH: MY HORNY VERSION (NC 16)

1: Strip... and i mean alL.... *wee wit*

2: ~~Powerpuff~~ Powermouth.... *delicious*

3: TLC... not Tender Loving Care but... Tender Loving Caress... *aHhhh*

cOuntIng dOwn: 3 dAys

gOt a nEw bUt oLd fOne... HUH?!

2005-04-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

gOt a nEw bUt oLd pHoNe... HUH?! cOnfUsed?

oKie... i tRadE iN mY pAnAsOnIc pHone fOr a sEcoNd hAnd nOkiA 6610i... yAh... dOwngRade iT... rEalLi rEgrEt nOw... cOz mY x66 dE cAmerA iS bEtTer dEn hIs pHone... oSo... iTs cUte! hAi... duNnO wAd i wAs tHinkIng... DAMN! dEn hIs pRevIous oWnEr lEft alL is dAmn fUckIng pIc iN tHe fOldeR... i dUn mEan pIcs oF hIm fUckiNg... hAHa... aNd dEre aRe alL tHose aH bEng rIngtOne in tHe fOne oSo... KNS... mAke mE sPend oNe wHolE nIghT dElEtiNg tHeM... i miss my x66... so mAni nIce pIc alL gOne... hA... wHueVa tHe hElL bOugHt mY hP wilL bE dAmn lUcky... cAn sEe cHio bU iNsIde... hAHa... bHb...

hAi... dUn tOk aBout fOne lIao... dAys aRe nUmbEred lE... nOno... i nOt sUfFerIng fRom tErmInaL sIckNesS... hAha... rEad mY pReViOus bLog jIu nOe lE... lEt mE sEe... sTilL gOt 4 dAys... hAi... oH yA... tOmOlo sTarT uSinG tHe pInkY sHowEr fOam fRom hOspItAl lE... EeWww... tHe nUrsE sAy tO kIlL bActEriA... hAi... mUz uSe uNtIl tHe dAy i gO uNdEr tHe kNife... hAi... i smElLs kIndA ____... wAds wOrsE wHen sHe aSk mE tO uSe dAt tHinG tO wAsh mY hAir... aIyO... i gOiNg tO sMelL lYk a wAlkIng bOtTle oF dEtoL lE... hAhA... hAiyO...

rUshIng oF tO bUy a dOzeN oF pErFume lE... hA...

cOunTinG dOwn: 4 dAys

2005-04-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

wAn to cHange hP... dUnNo wAd mOdEl tO cHanGe lEhz... i wAn nOkIa dE... gOt cAm dEn gOt iNfRarEd oSo... mOst iMp... nOt tOo eX... gOt bUdgEt...

BlEaHz...

cOunTiNg dOwn: 6 dAys tO gO...

sUpRisE sUprIse aNd mOre sUprIse

2005-04-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

gOt a sHock oF mY lIfe tOdAy... wAH... wHen oUt wIf "gReEn tEa" tOdAy aNd dEn wHen wE pLay pOol dAt tIme i sUdDenly mEntIon aBt "xIa0 qIanG" dEn sHe sAy hE aTtach lE...

OkIe... tHat iS sHock nUmbEr oNe... dEn wHen i aSk to wHom... sHe sAy "tHe oNe u aRe tOkIng tO"... i aLmOst gOt hEart atTacK... dAts sHocK nUmBer tWo... bUt fEel hApPy fOr hEr bUt dAt mEans mInuS oNe elIgIbLe bAchelOr lE... hAiyo... hAha...

i bOught a fRaMed sPecs toDay... n i tHink i lOoK gOod iN iT... hEhe... i dUn tHink i m pHoTOgenIc... hA... oSo... tHis pIc iS FUGLY... mEssy hAir... oVersIze Tee... wOrse oF alL... mY eYe lYk a bIt cUckoO lIdAt

wElL... i bOughT iT aT cEntUry sQuare fOr $16 bUt lAter kIndA rEgrEt cOz sHld hAf gOne bUgis vIllAge bUy dEn cAn bArgAin... hAha... aUnty aRhz... lAter me aNd mAy wHen to oRcHArd dE HMV cOz mAy wAn gO 37 dEgReEs... dEn aFtEr dAt wAlk tO PS... dEn on tHe wAy oUtsIde sOmeRsEt mRT sTatIoN gOt tHis gUy aPpRoacH uS... i tOt hE wAn oUr tElepHoNe nUmbEr... hAha... hE tUrn oUt tO bE a sAlesMan... (-_-")... fRom sOme pArEntiNg socIety to hElp jUvenIle dAt cOme fRom bRokEn hOme dE... dEn hE wAs tRyiNg to sElL uS tHis cArdhOldEr to rAise fUnds... hE sAid: "u cAn bUy oNe fOr uRsElf tO uSe"... hA... dEn i tOld hIm: "nO nEed... i dUn hAf aNy nAmecArd... sTilL stUdenT lA..." dUnNo hIs eYe "ta" stAmp oR wAd... tHe wAy i dReSs iTs oBviOusly a sTudEnt lIao... nEed nAme cArd fOr wAd... i dUn nEed to "prOmOte" mysElf iN sCh hOr... dEn hE wAs tRyiNg tO tOk uS iNtO bUyiNg... dEn hE sAy... "aIya... u tWo lOoK lYk eVery moNth gOt aLot oF pOcKet mOney dE... $5 is noThinG lO"... excUse mE... eVen iF i dAmn bLoOdy rIch i wUn bUy sUmtHing i dUn eVen nEed lO... hA... bUt dEn dAt pOor mAy ( i dun mean no $ but kE lian de mAy) wEnt to bUy iT fOr hEr pApa... hAha... i cAnnOt uNdeRsTand y tHey dUn wAn gO sHentOn wAy or rAfFles pLacE dEre rAise fUnds aRhz... dEre mOre oFfiCe wOrKer mA... dEn tHE tEndeNcy oF tHem oWniNg nAmEcArds wOuld bE gReAter... sO tHe cHancEs oF thEm bUyiNg wOuLd be hIgHer... rIte? hAiyO... sUch a sImpLe tHing oSo cAnnOt tHiNk oF iT... hAiyo... oTher dEn dUmb wAd cAn i sAy? eXtrEmely dUmb? suPer dUpEr eXtrEmelY dUmb? wAdeVa... iTs jUz DUMB!

cOunTinG dOwn: 7 dAys to gO (dAts eXactLy a wEek fRom nOw... gOsh!)

qUiz

2005-04-19T14:08:00.000+08:00

wEnt sHoPpIng fOr qUizeS oNliNe aNd i hApPen to cOme acRoSs tHis wEbsIte dAt ofFerS lOtSa wEirD qUizes... aNd i tOoK sOme oF tHem aNd hEre aRe dA reSults...

You kill for revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J. Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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You like the sweet, shy type.

What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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okIe tHis oNe iS kIndA kInkY aNd gRoss bUt iTs fUn lA... tHose UndEr 16 aRe nOt alLowed... hAhA

You likey gorilla, Princess Peach? Watch it beat
it's chest as you beat something else ... oooh
baby. Put of by the flees? Don't worry, think
of the possitions you could do ... feeling
better? I didn't think so..

Like games or roleplay? Here's a great one that
has nothing to do with beastiality:

www.life-blood.vze.com

What animal would you have sex with (If you had to)?
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tHis oNe aBouT mY pErsOnaliTy iS qUite tRue... hMm...

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better.

Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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Your element is Light. Your heart is pure and
shining with love. You believe in the goodness
of those around you and give almost everyone a
smile. You are not the kind to hide your
happiness and tend to smile all day long, both
in and out. But when sadness hits you, you
become very devastated and may be upset for
quite some time. What you need in your life is
friends, friends who will love you
unconditionally, like you love them. But you
have a naive nature and don't always notice
when someone is trying to hurt you. Some would
say you are oblivious to mean people, which
makes you an easy target. However, your true
friends will probably be there for you and save
you. In school you are either the popular one
or the little weird one. It all depends if
"the higher people" find your caring
side irritating or not. Nevertheless, you have
a bubbly personality and are social. Big partys
may not be your thing since you want bonding
time with your friends, so slumber-partys fit
you more. You like the happy things in life and
like everyone else to be as happy as you are.

What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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yA... so dAts aBoUt iT... iF gOt aNy iNterEstIng dE i wIlL pOst iT uP...

2005-04-18T13:33:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK!

gOtTa sWeEp aNd mOp tHe fLoOr b4 mY mUmMY gEts bAck... dAmn... ITS MONDAY AND I'VE GOT MONDAY BLUES!... hAI... y cAn't sHe hIre a mAid oR wAd? mAybE a pArt-tIme wIlL bE jUz aS gOod...

sToP cAlLinG mE a lAzYbUM cOz iTs nOt dAt i dUn wAn tO dO... i'vE gOt oTheR bEtTer tHinGs to dO oKie? I DO HOUSE WORK TOO K?! i fOld dA cLoTheS, iRon mY cLotHes wAsh dA dIshEs... aLtHoUgh i dUn dO dEm eVerYtiMe i sTilL dId dEm aT lEasT tWice iN mY eNtIrE lIfe!.. i'Ve cOnTRiBuTed tO tHis hOme... aLtHoUgh nOt aS mUch aS u dId... wAdEvA...

aNywAe dAt lOad oF wOrds aBove iS wAd i wAntEd tO tElL mY mUmMy bUt nO gUts lA... sO i bLabBereD eVerYthIng oUt oN dA bLog...

mAY... sOrRy fOr nIt bEing aBle tO aCcOmPany u tO cIneleiSure... cOz i gOt tHinGs to dO... u sHlD nOe wAd i nEed tO dO lE aFteR rEadIng mOi bLog... aIyA... wEd dEn gO ouT lO... sOrRy aR...

wAtchEd tHe nKf sHow yStd niGht... kIndA dIsApPoiNteD cOz iT wAsn't dAt iNtEreStiNg lEhz... tHe wHolE sHow i oNlI eNjOy dAt hUman mUsicAl fOunTain aNd dA sKit bY gUrmIt aNd mArk lEe... aLtHough tHe sKit wAs nOt vEry fUnNi bUt iTs eNtErtAinINg lO... i dUn mEan tOo sAy tHe oThers wAs lOusy cOz tHey gOt pUt iN aLot oF eFfOrt lE lA... eSpeCialLy tHE lAst sAgMent... sOmehOw tHe sHow wAs nOt uP tO mY sTandArd lA... tHe sTunTs wHerE kIndA dEjAvu tO mE... tHe oNe wHere tHe aRtiStes hAf tO hAng uPsIdE dOwn aNd pLay mUsicAl iNstrUmEnt... dAt oNe wAs qUite sImILar to tHe rEn cI sHow wHere kYm nG hAng uPsidE dOwn tO peRfOrm a SkiT... dEN gOt tHe oNe wHerE tHe aRtisTe hAd tO "reScUe" kYm Ng fRom tHe tAnk... dAt oNe i rEmeMber a fEw yEars aGO tHe hOng Hui fAng oSo gOt pErfOrm b4... sOmEthIng lYk lAst nIght's... aLtHouGh iT wAs kIndA rePeaTed bUt tHey pUt uP A cOmmEndArAblE(dunnoe spell correct mA) sHow... lYk wAd i aLwAes sAy... iTs tHe hEart dAt cOunts...

cOunTiNg dOwn: 9 dAys tO gO

tHe rOyAl iNvItaTiOn

2005-04-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

wAh... sO fAst sUnday lIao... tOmoLo aNothEr nEw wEek lE... bTw... i wAs wOndErIng wHeTheR sUndAy iS tHE bEgInNing oF tHe wEek oR mOndAy is tHe bEgInNing oF tHe wEek huh?

jUz rEad a fRen bLog... sHe iS so ~te... gO ouT wIf hEr fRen nEver gO oUt wIf mE and jAs... hEY! i m nOt jEalOus oR wAd lO... iS jUz dAt sHe sO dAmn uNfAir... oKie... cAn mInuS tHe dAmn cOz i sOunD sO pIssEd oFf... hA... i m nOt anGry oR wAd... jUz a caSual cOmMenT tHough.... hA... hAi... i nOe sHe vEry bUsy dE... gO ouT nEed tO inVitE dE... sO, mAy rEad as fOllows:

Dear Miss Lim Khin Ying May

RE: Invitation on 20th April 2005 (Wednesday)

do I Kelly have the honour to invite you Miss Lim to go out wif me on the above date? The venue and time will be confirm at a much later date. I hope you could spare us some time at your mercy and I am looking forwarding to meeting you soon. Thank You

Your sincerely,

Kelly

(your long time no seen friend)

ps: please leave me a sms once u see thie letter. Hope to hear from you asap. Thank You.

hAha... i m so damn idiotic...

today read the sunday times came across the article about one PSC scholar kana call racist... not sure wad the hell he wrote in his blog but den i learn something from it... ITS NOT GOOD BEING TOO SMART... juz lyk me... write load for rubbish is better den a page full of controversial stuff... den in the end kana "hong" by ppl den now busy publishing sorry posting on his blog... hAha... but quite "ko lian" la... maybe he realli juz say say nia... not purposely de... hAi... sometimes muz be realli careful on wad to say...

hAi... aNywAy... nOthing Much to sAy oSo... i gO tAke aFternOon nAp lE... iF lAter gOt tHink oF sOmethiNg lE dEn wrIte agAin...

nO tItLe

2005-04-16T12:58:00.000+08:00

haiyo... dAt computer going haywire le... gUess iT is tRying to protest to mE dAt i oVerwOrk iT... hAhA... sO maNy daYs no bLog Le... gOt mAny tHinGs to sAy...

11.04.05 (Mon)

gO kbOx wiF vEroN, sIew Huang & eUnICe... sAng aLot of sOngs... hA... dEn aFter dAt go PS see movie... Miss Congeniality 2... hAha... niCe sHow... dEn aFter mOvie suPposE tO gO cUt hAir de... den my stoopiD mAma cAlled aSk me gO hOme... dEn bo pIan... hAi... tHe wHolE fAce tUrn bLack... dEn lAter vEron n hS quArrEl dEn sHe cRy all tHe wAy fRom the dHobY gHaut mRT stAtIon tO hG sTatiOn... hA... leAve bEhinD a tRack fulL oF tEars aNd mAscaRA... hEhe... iN tHe eND tHey sTilL hAppIly eVer After...

12.04.05 - 14.04.05 (Tues - tHurs)

nOthIng mUch lO... stAy aT hOme slEep n wAtch TV... nEver oNlinE cOz cOm wAs dOwn... tHurs gO cUt hAir... nOt mUch dIff lA... sO dUn exPect too mUch... hA... rEalLi sIan duRing tHesE fEw dAys... hA...

15.04.05 (Fri)

gO NUH sEe dOc aNd tHe fInancIal cOnselloR... tOk abt tHE wArd cLass aNd stUff... dEn tHe financial Con. told mY mum dAt the estimated hospital bIlL wOuld bE $12,000... gOD!... aLmoSt fAinted... hA... den $5,000+ cAn clAim fRom medisave ar... den the rest would be bY cAsh... wAh... sIbEi eXpensIve lEhz... i oSo nevEr sTay A1 wArd leHz... oNli B1 niA... hAi... dEn cOnfiRm evErythIng le... 26 going kAna aDmitTed aT 3pm... tHe wArd nO sTill dUnNo... dEn 27 oP lIao... aFter dAt i gO fOr xrAy aNd tHoSe fUnNi fUnNi tEst aNd gOt bLoOd tEst... wAh... dAt onE alMost oNe mY lIfe... dRaw 6 tUbes oF bLood fOr tEst... Argh... dEn lAter aT 12 go see tHe cArdIac cAre nUrse... dEn shE sHow tHe sLide sHow aNd a bOoKlEt aBt tHe bEfoRe, dUring And afTer oP cAre lO... wAh... afTer tHe shOw i wAs lYk stUn tIo... dAmn... dUnno hOw tO sAe... bUt tHe fEelIng iS lyk see fInish seeing horror mOviE liDat... tHe sLide sHow shOw hOw i wIlL lOoK lYk jUz aFter op... aIyo... sO mAni tUbes... fEw tUbes at tHe sIde oF mOi nEck... tHey cAlL dAt tHe cEntrAl lIne whEre tHey meAsUre alL tHe heArt pressure n stuff... den gOt tUbe on mOi hAnd... iNtraveneous lIne aR... dEn gOt to hOle neAr mE stOmacH dEre to sUck out dIrty bLood inTo to 2 "water bottle" lyk bottle den still gOt alOt aLot of tUbes aNd lIne... cAn iMagIne mE lYk hUman pOwersTation lIdAt... sO mAni cAblE aNd wIre aNd tUbes... hAhA... dEn tHe cArdiAc cAre nUrse sAy i wIlL bE iN CTICU (cardiac thoaric intensive care unit - wArd 20) for abt 2 dAys... hAiyo... dEn lAter sEe tHe pHsiOthErapist... wAh... sHe dAmn yOung liDat... gOt onE taTtoo aT hEr anKle dEre... sO hIp... hAha... dEn sHe tEacH mE hoW to uSe tHe spirometer (below got dA pIc)... hA...

afTer dAt... i gO orChard kLkk... dEn gO hOme lO... hA... aT nIght wAtch dAt 9pm shOw... cHannEl 8 de... abt NKF de... dAt gUy inSide act aS lIang yI dAt aH bEng wiF pUrpLe fRinge... hE so sUai... hA...

wAh... i tHink i sTop lIao lA... sO loNg aR thIs pOstIng... hA... pAisAe...

[no title]

2005-04-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

... kinda bored today coz nothing much happen lehz... stayed at home do my blog and watch tv lo... hA... 4.30pm watch dat kindered spirit... hA... sounds very ~e but really nothing to do wAd... cannot blame me... my mama was nagging at me why muz i watch some draggy show when she herself was watching as well? hAiyo... the pot dun say the kettle black...

hAha...

later 7pm lidat watch dat NKF show... okie lA... not dat boring... now still watching oso... dAt zhou hua jian singing dat song... jUz now got oNe singer call zhen ni (jenny) i think whu sang the song "we are the world... we are the children..." wAh... sHe hAd bOtox... hAha... iTs dAmn obvious lO... gOt crow feet at her eyes dere but her complexion wAs very good for her age... hA... never mind dat botox thing... Her voice was realli FANTASTIC! so damn strong... tHrEe chEeRs for her singing...

***

dAt zhou hua jian still singing... he singing dAt song "pEng you"... hA... everytime sing dat song dE... bUt vEry meaningful though... dEn dere's the Mrs Goh Cheok Thong (Goh Cheok Thong's wife) singing along bUt sHe gOt the lYrics wrong... dUnno how to sing dun sing lA... xia suay urself... i tot shang liu society very ai mian zi de... hA... xia suay urself on national tv... hAha... bUdden she realli quite support NKF... everytime oso come...

***

dun make any call tonight... mama say next week den call... next week de show more kan cheong... but hor the mastercard very NICE... diamond studded de... super classy lehz... i wAn lEhz... but hor... where got so hEng de... the ratio of me tio dat thing is so minimal... as small as ant or maybe even smaller lehz... if so lucky will tio dat card already tio toto long long time ago lO... hAha... tHe shOw ending soOn lE... bReak record liAo... the last time i saw was 1,968,498... alot hor... den when u mutiply by $5 per call (shld be lA) it will be.... $9,842,490 estimated... wAh... *drooling*... hAha...

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dAmn tired lE... so not writing liao... anyway tomolo going out lo... hEhe...